Heavy Heart

I'm not sure how to put into words what I want to say. Most of you who read my blog know that I want to adopt again. Many times over if the Lord allows, but at least once more. I really feel like now is the time, but I am so scared. With Samuel's adoption I was ready to jump out there and trust God for all that we needed. He was a so faithful to provide what we needed, but I feel like maybe I got ahead of Him at times. I had a hard time asking people to help us with the financial part of the adoption so now we are working to pay down some of the debt incurred during the adoption. I know that financially we could not pay for another adoption ourselves. So I ask that you please pray that somehow the support we need is provided (either the money or people to come along and help us raise the $) or else I will be content and patient.
Just tonight my bible study led me to Galatians 4:4-5 "But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son... ... so that we might receive adoption as sons." I know that when the "fullness of time" has come we will be able to adopt again. Just pray that I can see and know when that has occured.