Longing...

Have you ever longed for something so much it hurt? Knowing the desire is from God. That is where I am now. I know that God has spoken to me and we are to adopt again. I want another child so much that I physically hurt sometimes. I cry out to God and beg for continued affirmation. Lord if this is not from You, please take away the desire. Lord, You know I am ready. Lately though, all I hear is wait. God has used different devotionals and quiet moments to remind me to wait upon Him. This is hard stuff!!!! If you think about it, will you please pray for me to continue to wait upon God. I know His timing is perfect, but this is so hard.